Lead Me On

I kissed you.
And now you are nothing but another poem
You are another sheet of paper in my book
You are nothing but a story.
How does it feel?
I ended things without words and I would feel that it wasn't fair but no
Because you ended things a long time ago didn't you?
You didn't tell me.
You were never going to
I guess I should be mad
But I'm not.
I'm sad actually
Not sad about you but sad that I fell for it
And sad that you get satisfaction from that
I do hope that you feel stupid
As stupid as I felt for weeks
You thought that things were fine between us
And I let you think that for a little bit.
I wasn't a mean enough person to lead you on though
Even though you were the one leading me on
Even though you were the one who kissed me
I couldn't do it
So thank you.
You taught me not to trust people
Not to rush into things
You told me that that was the day of new experiences and I'll tell you what
I definitely learned from my experiences with you
So thanks, I hope that you feel stupid
Goodbye