I Forgive

You kept texting as if you wanted me back

But it's ok, now I see

You did not ever want me in that way

You wanted to know if you had me

I see that I played your stupid game

I see you had me down 

I am no longer the girl who wants you

I am a girl far too big for this town

 So I want you to know

I forgive you

I'm sorry that you're so messed up to play that trick on me

You could see how lost I was

And you could not let it be

I hope that I helped you in the way that I could

 You needed something, I know 

I don't know what you got from that 

But the truth you don't have to show

I forgive you but I do not forget

I promise, they are not the same

Just in the way that we see our roles

In your messed up, twisted game

I'm sorry that you were in so much pain 

That you needed to use my path

As something you could carve into 

And leave to wash off what you did in the bath 

I am not angry that you used me

I am not sad just the same

I just wish that you wouldn't have needed to do that

I hope one day my forgiveness you'll claim