14 Months

This is the last poem I will write

About you and what you've done

I can't take anymore of your texts

And seeing you is no longer fun

I know that it must end like this

Cause you never could let go

It has been 14 months now

And your texts are still a constant flow

I struggle as I write these words

For I wish it not like this to end

But I don't know what else I could do

To have a clear message to send

Every time I hear your name

I feel that I have been stabbed

With the wide, flat side of a textbook

That from me you grabbed

I no longer wonder if we could fix what we had

You broke me and I then broke you

I think that we are just two people who broke

And there's nothing left to do

They say that things that have been broken and repaired

Are the most beautiful they've seen

But if the pieces can't fit just right

There is nothing to gleam

I hope you know that you broke me

I hope that you know that I cried

I stopped having anything to do with you

Because I felt that I had died

But now whenever I think of you

I only see a name

I can't see your face in my mind

And when I think of you my stomach's tame

The emotion from what we had

Is gone and faded away

I have tried to beat around the bush

Of what I have to say

But here it is, I'll say it

Goodbye, I miss you, but

It has been 14 months now

And our tie must finally be cut