Oh Curse This

 I'm sorry about this one, this was the only way for me to get all of these thoughts out of my head.......

It's said to me it's in my head

The pain can not exist

For how could anything be real

If it's only you in which it persists

It's said that you need water

Or you need to forget it all

How you have learned to con the world

As you make a graceful fall

My pain, it is not graceful

It is awkward and joy-free

Do I need to leave this town 

Or do I need to leave me?

How come I long for silence

As I lie in pain in bed

How come I can't get any sleep

Oh curse this awful head

My pain is something I try to hide

From you and also myself

But forgetting is impossible

Oh curse this awful health