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Headaches and white noise

Loud music draining out thoughts

Telling yourself that you're alright

As your stomach screams in knots

Thinking but not thinking

Disappointment hiding in the night

Praying to the God above

To take away your fright

Missing people who you still have

The ones who grew and changed

Questioning what is life

When your cards are rearranged

The feeling of too much happiness

That you know that it won't last

And that this is all you'll want back

Once it has passed

Sitting in your room alone

Contemplating if you're sad

Listening to music for just one reason

To remember all that you have

Hearing the sound of socialness 

Right outside your door

And wondering if you're doing fine

Or if you should be doing more