Pains Inside My head

I woke up one day

With pains inside my head

I blamed it on the way I slept

As I got up from my bed

But the same thing happened the next day

And the next day after that 

And all the days after

Until one day I hit a mat

I woke up to the realization 

That what had happened to me then

Was that I had another seizure

And nothing would be the same again

I had tried to warn them

But nothing did come out

And now I'm still complaining 

While people think I pout

 "It's in your head, my darling"

And although that may be true

It doesn't change the fact

That it still hurts to speak to you

I'm hiding all this pain from you

More than you'd ever think

Just look into my teary eyes 

As I look up high and blink